About being a mother...

I love little kids and really enjoy taking a look at mothers’ blogs, but I don’t feel like having one now. It is annoying how too many people keep asking me about a date or a schedule to be pregnant.

It’s a huge step in someone’s life and we can’t take this kind of decision based on what other people do or think.

I just got marriage and we both feel like we have lots of things to be done and known about each other before a baby gets into our lives. It’s so important to spend time together, experience a couple’s life.

So, to be a mom we need to feel something special, to receive a gift and I don’t feel like this right now.

I’ll wait for the perfect moment!

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Have you all a good week!

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I'm in love...

with Katy Perry.
I don't know if is the summer coming or if it is because she is really pretty. Most of time, I prefer listen to a different kind of music: Indie bands, classical rock or MPB.
But Katy Perry is not about music, is about fun!

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So perfect eyes! 

Being quiet...

I'm looking for a silent place where I can calm down my thoughts once again. But I can't find it.
Maybe, every neighborhood should have his own coffee shop or bookstore!

This week was a crazy one! We did so many things... And I have classes this weekend, so I'll be as busy as when I'm working! 

But I'd like to share some pictures of Tiradentes, this lovely city in the country side. It was a awesome weekend and I hope have lots of opportunities to do the same again!

These pictures are from my Sony. I'll put more from my Canon!

Have really good weekend!

The magical thing about believing in God is that some days, when you think nothing is going right, you can not move, life is just something sad that you’re obligated to pass thru, well in those days God revels Himself. He remembers us we have promises and He is faithful.

I’m living this kind of period for a long time, something like two years. But deep in my heart I know I can trust Lord. My hope is based on a theory: He didn’t create me to suffer. The truth is He loves me too much to let me suffer without a purpose.

When I think about these things (the promises, my faith), I know one day this agony will end. And I’m very thankful that, besides everything, I know God, I have an awesome husband and a lovely family, who needs adjusts, but they are a gift to me.

Some days, I miss smile and I’d like to remember being completely happy not with plans or buying useless stuff, but with life itself. All that I have now are plains and my effort. I keep them in my heart close to this faith that makes me continue.

So I vowed. I’ll not buy things with no purpose and benefits only me until December. I’ll not complain about the situation or people involved in it. I’ll be positive and show some disposal to life.

I am trying, but I’ll try harder!


Oh... Later I'll show pics from our mini travel!

Wishes

Most of time I feel sad with myself because I’m really a consumerist person. I want to have all that I can image and the idea of never get fulfilled makes me scared.

I can’t avoid! I always want a new book, dress, decorating stuff, cameras…

And now, I want this bike so bad!

I live in a small apartment, in a town where is not safe to walk alone. Even if you have company or want to take a risk, well it’ll be an up and down walk, because I live in a mountainous territory.

So, I want to travel, redecorate the home, a bike, and a thousand of other things. 
Am I contaminated with the consumerism of this century? Am I part of the “want to have society” that I criticize so often?

I think I need to incorporate more of the D.I.Y. philosophy! =)